Wednesday, July 31, 2013

Sketches and facebook!

Holy moly.
I need to update this thing!!

For now my sketches and stuff go on my facebook page :<
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Sketch of my latest work. Thank you


ME AND MY CAT ON AN UNDERWATER ADVENTURE 8D


Me and someone very special to my heart. <3 span="">

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Thursday, March 7, 2013

Hopeless Wanderer

I'm a hopeless wanderer and I will learn...
 I will learn to love the skies I'm under :)  
So when your hopes are on fire
 But you know your desire 
Don't hold a glass over the flame 
 Don't let your heart grow cold 
 I will call you by name 
I will share your road 
 
 
I see myself as being a wanderer ha ha Not meant to stay in the same place for very long.

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Friday, February 15, 2013

Valentine's Day

All I want is for you to be happy
 And take this moment to make you my family 
And finally you have found something perfect 
And finally you have found.....yourself.
 
So Valentine's Day was pretty amazing for me :) Now even if you're not in a relationship I hope you enjoy your day!! I've spent the past YEARS being single and I still celebrated with my friends and family. I was very happy being single and independent because I found a lot of things to smile about. I think it's important to be able to be by yourself and happy before getting into a relationship.
 
That being said, I'm happy when I'm with my boyfriend right now. Last night I was greeted with the most beautifully written card I've ever gotten in my life and a bouquet of flowers. :") Followed by a fancy dinner at a top rated hotel and a burlesque show. I was spoiled to bits :) These are from our trip to Venezuela. I totally forgot to post anything about that here!! 
   
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Sunday, February 10, 2013

In that moment, I was infinite.

We got so much snow yesterday!! Running through the snow today, I felt so happy and alive :D 
 
  
WIP. 
 
 
hijikata :)

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Thursday, January 31, 2013

One year

So woah! It's been a year since my past journal....oh jeez! I wonder if people still even read journals anymore? Seems like everyone likes quick posts one sentence statuses on tweeter or tumblr nowadays! Well, I'll still write one regardless x) So, where to even begin? So much has happened in the past year. I feel I'm still growing and realize, I have a long ways to go but I'm still on my two feet going somewhere! :) Some good news is, I teamed up with a wonderful team/company called Threyda! Please go visit them and if you can support!! I'm so happy to be able to be part of such a talented group of visionary artists and they go and support some causes that I'm very much for, including spiritual growth and compassion. Secondly, I did get a Society 6 Shop and DeviantArt Print Shop, where you can find my fan art prints and smaller (not as big as what Threyda offers) sizes of my originals! Anything I make now helps...since well I'm jobless. THE CHICKEN BUSINESS WENT DOWN MAN. IT'S ALL OVER. LOL Well actually they had to change locations and I couldn't work there anymore. I was sad because my boss was a kind man and it was a pleasure to be able to work under him and his family. I can only hope my next employer is like that! That's basically me ALL DAY ERR'DAY. LOL ....the amount of docs I've watched on Netflix hahaha Specially after discovering the American version. omg. It was glorious...my little Canadian mind was overwhelmed with videos. D': And since I spend more time at home...I spend more time with that damn remote. GOD DAMNIT. Technology is moving to fast for me. I know I'm going to be that old fart yelling at the TV going "BACK IN MY DAY" LOL Also, Luis is my brother's name. Speaking of my brother, here's a list of thing he's done recently. He really needs his own show...the things this kid does. I don't know anymore hahahah Is anyone else aware of the shadow people phenomena? D: Well my brother gladly made me aware...it's quiet terrifying. Sleep paralysis sounds horrible and he copes with it every night. He once told me that one of them wore a hat and stood at the edge of his bed. IDK MAN but I would pee my bed if I saw that hahahaha He really wants cowboy boots LOL (that's his girlfriend haha) My brother used almond milk instead of regular milk for Kraft Dinner. So if he can teach you anything....it's don't use almond milk for kraft dinner LOL Clearly. This is my nonno aka grandfather....yes, he actually said this. I will one day make a segment of "things my nonno says" because they're usually all golden tid bits like this one hahaha Another interesting person in my life...my mom. LOL That's the most accurate drawing of her of ALL TIME. haha And on the right is an example of notes that she leaves around the house haha .....yes those are cats on the bottom too  =_= lol They kind of do though. My boyfriend and all his gab teeth glory LOL :B ..he's....special........................:heart: hahahaha (his butt looks like two apples in a plastic bag. JUST thought everyone should know that LOL) AAANNNDDD I'm going to put out embarrassing things 8D  that's actually why I'm here. Yes, I actually did this. Ever walk underneath a lamp post and it turns off ?  I always feel like I have no soul when that happens hahaha okay, maybe it's just me. Canadian geese...........Canada's assholes D': They scare me.....unless they're babies then they just look like they have lemon shaped butts and that makes me laugh hahaha This is what I sound like when I describe the quality of my paper at conventions.........I really care about it but I end up sounding like a drug dealer LOLOL ______________________________________________
One last thing I feel I should talk about that is something that affected me so profoundly and still continues to do so to this day......is the death of my Mamie (aka grandmother). The one who raised me until I moved out at the age of 19 yet I still held strong holds and ties to her as I considered her my mother. She taught me so much about the world, including french and the importance of learning, travel and how to be respectful towards other people. I never really got to publicly talk about this since it happened on October 29th because I didn't know what to say or do. That month proved to be the hardest thing I've ever faced in my life. The pain was so great, it was hard to vocalize it without judging myself or being afraid of what others would think or sometimes I even felt bad that my pain was making others sad. But I was taught a valuable lesson on those days during the funeral....and that is seeing how truly empathic and compassion others are capable of being. I was surrounded by loved ones and even though we were all suffering, we were able to stay by each other and offer the warmest care to one and other by simply being there. I was happy to see my family, friends and boyfriend care so deeply for me and everyone around them. This is the strength that we carry and I think if Mamie could see that, she would be happy that we're together since she was always the one who brought the family together.
Anyways, grief is hard...very very hard, but it's a part of life and the show must go on. In the end, I am okay, I can laugh and smile again. There rare moments were I'll get a memory of her and I'll tear up a bit....but I'm finally okay with being able to grieve naturally which includes crying and feeling sad. Those are not negative things because it means you're still human which come with a rainbow of emotions and that in itself is beautiful. I will go now :D Those are things that needed to be said, even if no one reads it, that's okay! :heart: Thank you for being a supporter of my art, it's greatly appreciated! I'm glad you like what I can do and I'll continue to do so:star:

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Thursday, December 6, 2012

Leave your shoes at the door


 Quick sketch for over 1,000 likes on facebook! :D woah! 

 
Come on God, do I seem bullet proof!?

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Thursday, November 15, 2012

Our hopes and expectations...

I'm listenning to so much music lately, it's quite inspiring! ha ha I'm drawing a lot more :D It's really really you!
Lemon trees on mercury!
 
  
I AM SO LAME. I KNOW. I KNOW ha ha ha [Starlight - Muse]....love this song, it's so cute and mushy >///>

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Monday, November 12, 2012

We can use some hope!

 
Well I lost my pride 
With this body of mine
 In another land
 I began to understand
 I got love for all your hate 
I got lost to find my way 
So be good with goodbye
 So be good with good byes 
Yeah :D  
It's been a while since I simply coloured something! bahaha

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Tuesday, November 6, 2012

Where I go I just don't know...

I might end up somewhere in Mexiccoooooo~ OMG. This journal is so long over due D": LOL When was my last journal update? Summer? Jeez! I am terrible at this.
So hello everyone! :star: To my new watchers, I must warn you, I'm kind of a dork who post shit tons of ridiculous doodles in all my journals that document happennings in my life. :"D pleasestillwatchmeafter ha ha uh…..and feel free to comment since I reply to all my journal comments because I have no life like reading about silly things that happen to you.


I am sick and my co-workers are great LOLOL Well they've never seen my lion hair .___.
THIS WAS BASICALLY MY EXPERIENCE AT ROGERS YESTERDAY. LOL Everyone is so angry in line...it was kind of funny. :"D For those who don't live in Canada, Rogers is the biggest wireless service, so anything to do with phones, tv, internet, etc. Not to say they're not ripping us all off, which they totally are ha ha But I don't take it out on the employees. If you work there or somewhere similar, I FEEL SO SORRY FOR YOU.
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SO I went to Youmacon couple weeks ago! It was fantastic, thank you all who bought art from me!

YOU GGUYYYSSSS. And thanks a bunch Mike for the photos! And for pick us up and driving, you're the best! It was a real pleasure :) hahahaha Erin, you are our hero. She sat in between them and when they noticed they started laughing ahahahaha and so did we.

It's kind of like the same thing really. HAHAHAHA YES. Right! We also went to the zombie walk which was awesssommmeee!!! Now let's begin a new segment of weird things my boyfriend does (watch out for the shy ones maannn!! ha ha they're usually the more entertaining ones x") LOLLOL Oh he knew what he was getting into when he started dating a genius artist. THIS GOD DAMN OLIVE AT WORK LMAO. pfff-I'm still cool. BUT WHATEVZ ALL THE BLANKETS. we were casually talking and he made this weird sound with his teeth. I laughed for SO long hahahahaha I DON'T ANYMORE. and so my hate for mangos continues. I-i like cheese. and I'm going to die alone with 72 cats. In other news, my brother got a fish. T_T I don't understand he doesn't like cats but loves fish. WHY HA HA Oh yay, appearances from my brother again! This is his new saying. LOL whyamirelatedtothis. This happened when we were kids HAHAHA He hit a beach ball and it did the WEIRDEST THING we ever saw and broke the light hahahaha Thankfully, our grandmother didn't kills us. haha GOD DAMNIT RACHELLLLLL Well I've had so many changes happen within the pas year..again. haha Everything's always changing and I suppose I got use to accepting them with open arms and this is what really keeps me happy and excited for the future and about the present as well. My happiness lies within me and wherever I decide to make a home. I realized that I'm actually a very family-oriented person…and my family includes the company I keep. I consider them all my family and it's where I am most happy. I've traveled quite a bit and I plan on much more, but I know I want to always come back to my loved ones :") or bring them with me lmfao! And this goes for you too, dear readers and supporters. My DA family that has pushed me to keep improving and drawing with all your wonderful and heart felt comments! :) It's what motivates me the most<3 Thank you. :star: AHHH OK MUSHY MUSHY. I'll stop because I'm lame, but it's not often I write like this! (that and the fact that I'm a TERRIBLE writer!! ha ha …see this is why I draw, to let my ideas about life out!). we are totally planning an ugly christmas sweater party!! You guys should do the same with your friends! It looks like it will be tons of fun! x')

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