tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-80076986289241950032024-03-07T23:48:04.850-05:00Mony's SketchblogWait for me when I'm passing out, .win or lose, .
Just like you. .
Far more shockin' than anything I ever knew...
How about you?Monyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18018189907866629327noreply@blogger.comBlogger218125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8007698628924195003.post-34490509627207523772015-11-10T00:57:00.002-05:002015-11-10T00:57:55.428-05:00Designing <center>
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Working on some new designs for a dress ;)
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My very own mug design !
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Monyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18018189907866629327noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8007698628924195003.post-37416957853447742792014-03-01T16:19:00.001-05:002015-11-09T20:14:35.439-05:00SEE GOD<center>
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Monyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18018189907866629327noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8007698628924195003.post-151711468690326432013-12-06T16:17:00.000-05:002013-12-06T16:21:10.448-05:00And see all the colors in disguise.<center>
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="userContent">Take it away, I never had it anyway<br /> Take it away and everything will be okay<br /> <br /> In you a star is born and<br /> You cut a perfect form and<br /> Someone forever warm <span style="font-size: large;">☆</span></span></span></span></center>
Monyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18018189907866629327noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8007698628924195003.post-76096059269049800332013-11-30T12:03:00.004-05:002013-11-30T12:03:37.773-05:00Still learning and growing<div style="text-align: center;">
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Having people who've you've known for over 15 years is truly an amazing feeling. A special friend that has seen you grow and still wants the very best for you. These kinds friendships are worth nourishing and treasuring for the rest of your life. I am grateful.
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<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">My cousin is engaged!
:D I am so happy for the both of them!</span></span><br /><br /><img src="http://i63.photobucket.com/albums/h157/diru_lolita/tigre-psy.jpg" /><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">A tiger doodle :) enjoy</span></span><br />
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Monyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18018189907866629327noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8007698628924195003.post-12240993570088912052013-10-22T01:22:00.004-04:002013-10-22T01:22:42.832-04:00For humanityyyy!<center>
Late night doodles!
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I post as I draw on <a href="http://facebook.com/mony.artwork">facebook</a>!
<br />Thanks :)
<br />It is public, you don't need a facebook to see my sketches!
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Monyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18018189907866629327noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8007698628924195003.post-86917978579544696642013-09-26T18:37:00.001-04:002013-09-26T18:37:57.358-04:00I'm waking up, I feel it in my bones<center>
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Monyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18018189907866629327noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8007698628924195003.post-53493166992416277892013-08-07T18:18:00.001-04:002013-08-07T18:18:04.303-04:00BBC Sherlock<br />
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Monyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18018189907866629327noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8007698628924195003.post-31164652114442566902013-07-31T23:25:00.000-04:002013-07-31T23:25:02.805-04:00Sketches and facebook!<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Holy moly. </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">I need to update this thing!!</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">For now my sketches and stuff go on my <a href="https://www.facebook.com/mony.artwork">facebook page</a> :<</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Please like it to follow me! I appreciate the support my friends!</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"> I will learn to love the skies I'm under :)
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Monyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18018189907866629327noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8007698628924195003.post-64668217207567298312013-02-15T21:47:00.001-05:002013-03-07T02:32:30.112-05:00Valentine's Day<center>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"> And take this moment to make you my family </span></span></center>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">And finally you have found something perfect </span></span></center>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">And finally you have found.....yourself.
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<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">So Valentine's Day was pretty amazing for me :) Now even if you're not in a relationship I hope you enjoy your day!! I've spent the past YEARS being single and I still celebrated with my friends and family. I was very happy being single and independent because I found a lot of things to smile about. I think it's important to be able to be by yourself and happy before getting into a relationship. </span></span></center>
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<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">That being said, I'm happy when I'm with my boyfriend right now. Last night I was greeted with the most beautifully written card I've ever gotten in my life and a bouquet of flowers. :") Followed by a fancy dinner at a top rated hotel and a burlesque show. I was spoiled to bits :)
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Monyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18018189907866629327noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8007698628924195003.post-65408797671157715412013-02-10T02:24:00.000-05:002013-02-10T02:26:21.355-05:00In that moment, I was infinite.<center>
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Monyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18018189907866629327noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8007698628924195003.post-24412009251838079992013-01-31T00:36:00.000-05:002015-11-10T01:00:16.612-05:00One year<center>
So woah! It's been a year since my past journal....oh jeez! I wonder if people still even read journals anymore? Seems like everyone likes quick posts one sentence statuses on tweeter or tumblr nowadays!
Well, I'll still write one regardless x)
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So, where to even begin? So much has happened in the past year. I feel I'm still growing and realize, I have a long ways to go but I'm still on my two feet going somewhere! :<b wytiwyg="1"></b>)
Some good news is, I teamed up with a wonderful team/company called <a href="http://www.threyda.com/">Threyda</a>! Please go visit them and if you can support!! I'm so happy to be able to be part of such a talented group of visionary artists and they go and support some causes that I'm very much for, including spiritual growth and compassion. <a wytiwyg="1" href="https://www.facebook.com/threyda"><img wytiwyg="1" src="http://i63.photobucket.com/albums/h157/diru_lolita/fb-likeplz.png"></a>
Secondly, I did get a <a href="http://society6.com/mony_artwork">Society 6 Shop</a> and <a href="http://kaiser-mony.deviantart.com/prints/">DeviantArt Print Shop</a>, where you can find my fan art prints and smaller (not as big as what Threyda offers) sizes of my originals! Anything I make now helps...since well I'm jobless. THE CHICKEN BUSINESS WENT DOWN MAN. IT'S ALL OVER. LOL Well actually they had to change locations and I couldn't work there anymore. I was sad because my boss was a kind man and it was a pleasure to be able to work under him and his family. I can only hope my next employer is like that!
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That's basically me ALL DAY ERR'DAY. LOL ....the amount of docs I've watched on Netflix hahaha Specially after discovering the American version. omg. It was glorious...my little Canadian mind was overwhelmed with videos. D':
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And since I spend more time at home...I spend more time with that damn remote. GOD DAMNIT.
Technology is moving to fast for me. I know I'm going to be that old fart yelling at the TV going "BACK IN MY DAY" LOL
Also, Luis is my brother's name.
Speaking of my brother, here's a list of thing he's done recently. He really needs his own show...the things this kid does. I don't know anymore hahahah
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Is anyone else aware of the shadow people phenomena? D: Well my brother gladly made me aware...it's quiet terrifying. Sleep paralysis sounds horrible and he copes with it every night. He once told me that one of them wore a hat and stood at the edge of his bed. IDK MAN but I would pee my bed if I saw that hahahaha
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He really wants cowboy boots LOL (that's his girlfriend haha)
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My brother used almond milk instead of regular milk for Kraft Dinner. So if he can teach you anything....it's don't use almond milk for kraft dinner LOL Clearly.
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This is my nonno aka grandfather....yes, he actually said this. I will one day make a segment of "things my nonno says" because they're usually all golden tid bits like this one hahaha
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Another interesting person in my life...my mom. LOL That's the most accurate drawing of her of ALL TIME. haha And on the right is an example of notes that she leaves around the house haha .....<sub wytiwyg="1">yes those are cats on the bottom too =_= lol</sub>
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They kind of do though.
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My boyfriend and all his gab teeth glory LOL :B ..he's....special........................:heart: hahahaha
(his butt looks like two apples in a plastic bag. JUST thought everyone should know that LOL)
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AAANNNDDD I'm going to put out embarrassing things 8D that's actually why I'm here.
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Yes, I actually did this.
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Ever walk underneath a lamp post and it turns off ? I always feel like I have no soul when that happens hahaha okay, maybe it's just me.
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Canadian geese...........Canada's assholes D': They scare me.....unless they're babies then they just look like they have lemon shaped butts and that makes me laugh hahaha
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This is what I sound like when I describe the quality of my paper at conventions.........I really care about it but I end up sounding like a drug dealer LOLOL
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<div align="center">One last thing I feel I should talk about that is something that affected me so profoundly and still continues to do so to this day......is the death of my Mamie (aka grandmother). The one who raised me until I moved out at the age of 19 yet I still held strong holds and ties to her as I considered her my mother. She taught me so much about the world, including french and the importance of learning, travel and how to be respectful towards other people. I never really got to publicly talk about this since it happened on October 29th because I didn't know what to say or do. That month proved to be the hardest thing I've ever faced in my life.
The pain was so great, it was hard to vocalize it without judging myself or being afraid of what others would think or sometimes I even felt bad that my pain was making others sad. But I was taught a valuable lesson on those days during the funeral....and that is seeing how truly empathic and compassion others are capable of being. I was surrounded by loved ones and even though we were all suffering, we were able to stay by each other and offer the warmest care to one and other by simply being there. I was happy to see my family, friends and boyfriend care so deeply for me and everyone around them. This is the strength that we carry and I think if Mamie could see that, she would be happy that we're together since she was always the one who brought the family together. </div>
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Anyways, grief is hard...very very hard, but it's a part of life and the show must go on. In the end, I am okay, I can laugh and smile again. There rare moments were I'll get a memory of her and I'll tear up a bit....but I'm finally okay with being able to grieve naturally which includes crying and feeling sad. Those are not negative things because it means you're still human which come with a rainbow of emotions and that in itself is beautiful.
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I will go now :<b wytiwyg="1"></b>D Those are things that needed to be said, even if no one reads it, that's okay!
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Thank you for being a supporter of my art, it's greatly appreciated! I'm glad you like what I can do and I'll continue to do so:star:
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<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">It's really really you!<br /><span style="font-size: x-small;">Lemon tre<span style="font-size: x-small;">es <span style="font-size: x-small;">on mercury!</span></span></span></span></span></center>
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I might end up somewhere in Mexiccoooooo~
OMG. This journal is so long over due D": LOL When was my last journal update? Summer? Jeez! I am terrible at this.<BR>
So hello everyone! :star:
To my new watchers, I must warn you, I'm kind of a dork who post shit tons of ridiculous doodles in all my journals that document happennings in my life. :"D pleasestillwatchmeafter ha ha uh…..and feel free to comment since I reply to all my journal comments because <strike> I have no life</strike> like reading about silly things that happen to you.<BR><BR>
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I am sick and my co-workers are great LOLOL Well they've never seen my lion hair .___.
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THIS WAS BASICALLY MY EXPERIENCE AT ROGERS YESTERDAY. LOL Everyone is so angry in line...it was kind of funny. :"D <sub>For those who don't live in Canada, Rogers is the biggest wireless service, so anything to do with phones, tv, internet, etc.</sub> Not to say they're not ripping us all off, which they totally are ha ha But I don't take it out on the employees. If you work there or somewhere similar, I FEEL SO SORRY FOR YOU. <BR>
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SO I went to Youmacon couple weeks ago! It was fantastic, thank you all who bought art from me!<br>
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YOU GGUYYYSSSS. <sub>And thanks a bunch <a href="http://eleventhphotograph.com/"> Mike</a> for the photos! And for pick us up and driving, you're the best! It was a real pleasure :<b></b>)</sub>
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hahahaha Erin, you are our hero. She sat in between them and when they noticed they started laughing ahahahaha and so did we.
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It's kind of like the same thing really.
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HAHAHAHA YES.
Right! We also went to the zombie walk which was awesssommmeee!!!
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Now let's begin a new segment of weird things my boyfriend does (watch out for the shy ones maannn!! ha ha they're usually the more entertaining ones x") LOLLOL
Oh he knew what he was getting into when he started dating a <strike>genius</strike> artist.
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pfff-I'm still cool. BUT WHATEVZ
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ALL THE BLANKETS.
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we were casually talking and he made this weird sound with his teeth. I laughed for <b>SO</b> long hahahahaha
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I DON'T ANYMORE.
and so my hate for mangos continues.
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I-i like cheese. and I'm going to die alone with 72 cats.
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In other news, my brother got a fish. T_T I don't understand he doesn't like cats but loves fish. WHY HA HA
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Oh yay, appearances from my brother again!
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This is his new saying. LOL whyamirelatedtothis.
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This happened when we were kids HAHAHA He hit a beach ball and it did the WEIRDEST THING we ever saw and broke the light hahahaha Thankfully, our grandmother didn't kills us. haha
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GOD DAMNIT RACHELLLLLL
Well I've had so many changes happen within the pas year..again. haha Everything's always changing and I suppose I got use to accepting them with open arms and this is what really keeps me happy and excited for the future and about the present as well. My happiness lies within me and wherever I decide to make a home. I realized that I'm actually a very family-oriented person…and my family includes the company I keep. I consider them all my family and it's where I am most happy. I've traveled quite a bit and I plan on much more, but I know I want to always come back to my loved ones :") or bring them with me lmfao!
And this goes for you too, dear readers and supporters. My DA family that has pushed me to keep improving and drawing with all your wonderful and heart felt comments! :<b></b>) It's what motivates me the most<3
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AHHH OK MUSHY MUSHY. I'll stop because I'm lame, but it's not often I write like this! (that and the fact that I'm a TERRIBLE writer!! ha ha …see this is why I draw, to let my ideas about life out!).
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<sub>we are totally planning an ugly christmas sweater party!! You guys should do the same with your friends! It looks like it will be tons of fun! x') </sub>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">So I'll be bold<br />
As well as strong<br />
And use my head alongside my heart<br />
So take my flesh<br />
And fix my eyes<br />
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<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">omg. please excuse me while I obsess with Of Monsters and Men D: I get such a magical adventurous feeling listening to their songs!</span></span><br />
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NOW FOR DOODLES BECAUSE I'LL FIND THINGS TO SAY AS I POST THEM. YYAAAAYYYY
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.....ALWAYS. HAPPENS. BRAIN. WHY.
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So about that Canadian weather eh?! ....we had snow in APRIL. ...APRIL. Well it was funny because it was April 1st ha ha ha......good one mother nature. GOOD ONE.
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Canadian weather in a nutshell.
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...my brother makes these smoothies all the time. We tried to put more ingredient in it....the blender will never be the same.
<sub>ps. but OMIGAWD. New Star Trek movie ajodijasodsaid SO EXCITE. </sub>
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THERE WERE BUNNIES AT THE BOOK STORE. AHHHH There were a whole bunch of kids wanting to pet them.........and then there was me.....equally excited. BUT WHATEVER, I got to pet them AND THEY WERE SOFT.
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My brother. I've never seen another human being so agravated by an Iphone game before hahahaha The game is FunRun. Oh gawd. If you have an account add me (<b>monionies</b>)and we can race, sadly...this is what me and some co-workers do when there are no customers.
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HA HA HA We meet again tequila. WE MEET AGAIN.
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I don't know why we thought looking angry was looking 'sober' for the general public. LOL We do it everytime too ha ha ha uh
<strike>Weird</strike> Lovely stuff my boyfriend does.
<img src="http://i63.photobucket.com/albums/h157/diru_lolita/dajournal2013/nowords.jpg">
....
he must never see these journals lmao sshhhhh--
<img src="http://i63.photobucket.com/albums/h157/diru_lolita/dajournal2013/lamejokes.png">
...he loves texting me/telling me these kinds of things. LOL OTL
<img src="http://i63.photobucket.com/albums/h157/diru_lolita/dajournal2013/fuckcrazy8s.png">
...we play crazy eights and drink tea like old people. ...BUT I SWEAR TO GOD. Every time I'm ALMOST going to win I just get destroyed with pick up 2132 cards and miss a turn then I lose. ARGH. Why does--I can't--ARGHHHFAISODJ
<img src="http://i63.photobucket.com/albums/h157/diru_lolita/dajournal2013/jordancake.png">
..but no sparklers were to be found ):
So it looked like this:
<img src="http://i63.photobucket.com/albums/h157/diru_lolita/dajournal2013/jordanbday-1654724728_n.jpg">
(THE BEAUTIFUL ARTWORK IS COURTESY OF MEL. LMAO Look at that master piece on the cake. Looks just like him!!)
<img src="http://i63.photobucket.com/albums/h157/diru_lolita/dajournal2013/monyshouse.png">
I'm sorry anyone who gets close to me gets my curse of being late and impractical. LOL
<img src="http://i63.photobucket.com/albums/h157/diru_lolita/dajournal2013/homelesshittingon.png">
....Homeless people hit on Jordan and I got nothing. WHAT IS THIS. LMAO (<sub>of course I'm kidding</sub>) ....it's like how the gay guy at starbucks gives him free coffee but not for me. SLIGHTLY CHEESED. I'M HANDSOME TOO. )":
<img src="http://i63.photobucket.com/albums/h157/diru_lolita/dajournal2013/datgap-floss.png">
ಥ‿ಥ DAT GAP.
<img src="http://i63.photobucket.com/albums/h157/diru_lolita/dajournal2013/ohgod-poops.png">
<img src="http://i63.photobucket.com/albums/h157/diru_lolita/dajournal2013/pooooops.png">
<b>POOPERS.</b>
<img src="http://i63.photobucket.com/albums/h157/diru_lolita/dajournal2013/steamrollyou.png">
I don't anymore---I-
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</center>Monyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18018189907866629327noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8007698628924195003.post-46101148584055735462012-08-28T17:38:00.001-04:002012-08-30T16:06:03.612-04:00How fickle my heart and woozy my eyes...<a href="http://i63.photobucket.com/albums/h157/diru_lolita/sighnomore-love.png"><img height="385" src="http://i63.photobucket.com/albums/h157/diru_lolita/sighnomore-love.png" width="640" /></a>
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">I'm going to try to be active again!! Boyfriend's sure take up time...n-not that I'm complaining ha ha :")
i'm super happy!</span></span><span id="fullpost" span="span">
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(ღ˘⌣˘ღ)
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